I want to do something awesome!

I wanna do something awesome... And by awesome I mean I want to change the world. Actually  I just want to change someones life. Make them smile or remember me in years to come. I want to be something in this world other than just an unknown face.

But, I don't want to be a singer/songwriter. I don't want to be president of the United States. I don't want to be in the Olympics. I don't want fame and fortune.

I do want to be a friend or a shoulder to cry on. I want to be a mother and an Aunt. I want to be a wife. I want to be the person that walks into a room, and everyone knows and feels comfortable around. I want to be the person that everyone confides in. I want to touch peoples lives.

Maybe one day, I'll save someones life. I won't be a doctor or surgeon... but maybe I'm just their friend when they feel like they have no one. When they feel like they are so close to just being done with life, I can be the one to remind them that there is still reasons to continue living. There is still hope. For a while, I might be their only hope.

Life is short, things move so fast. I want to enjoy every minute of my life and make the most of it. How shameful it would be to live my life in fear and anger. There are so many people out there that need help. They need a friend, they need to be loved, and they need to know that someone out there cares.

I can honestly say that when people smile at me in the hallway that I don't know very well, it makes my day. When an old friend gives me a hug or someone tells me I look beautiful. Those comments mean the world to me, although the time they spent making me feel happy was so short.

I refuse to give up in life and ruin others in the process. Everyone you meet effects you, whether it be good or bad. I want to be a good influence.

High school is hard, I'm not gonna lie. People doubt themselves and try to figure out who they are and who they want to become. Sometimes they get lost, but that's what friends are for! They are there to lift you up, put you on the right track, and remind you of whats important.

So, I wanna be a friend, and if I am.... I can change the world. If not the world, I just want to touch one persons life. One person to re-think those negative thoughts about themselves and realize they are amazing. Because, they are.

Peace out people.
Smile :)